The more I try not to think of you today,
the more you come to my mind.
You smile, your kindness, and more still
the twinkle in your eyes.
Why did you have to go Dad?
Why couldnt you just stay
You were so strong,
and had love for life
Couldnt you keep death away?
Everytime that I needed you
You were just a phone call away
Now I just sit silently
and do things my way
You told me everything was fine
Your love for me made your eyes shine
No eyes ever shine like yours did Daddy
No love comes close to your love Daddy
In my mind I talk to you
Sometimes I look at passing clouds and think of you
Sometimes its the stars I see you in
But you are nowhere, I know deep within
You were someone who read my silence
even through a phone call
I hated you, I loved you
You were my daddy, my friend, my all
I cant just say “come back Daddy”
I know you wont, I know you cant
But I know just oneday…..someday
I can hug you all I want
I love you Daddy. Wishing you a very happy birthday in heavens.